How can it be a year? A year since all our lives were changed forever. Still hurts like hell and hate that this has happened. We speak about you all the time and I hope wherever you are that you know how very much we all miss you. So proud of you and wish I could get 5 minutes with you just to let you know. Hope you're free from all your worries and sadness, I like to think you're away fishing without a care in the world or playing in a footie game showing off your talents. Miss you so much Johnny boy, will love and remember you always, your big sis Mandy x