Miss you so much Johnny boy. Times passing by and still seems unreal that your gone. I know you would want us all to be happy but we don't know how to. We're all struggling in our own way and I think the only thing that keeps us going are our kids - your nieces and nephews - and our memories of you and how you always wanted to look after us all. Wherever you are I hope you're happy John. Come see us sometime eh. Love and miss you always xxx