Missing you Johnny, it still hurts so much and some days I could scream. Didn't think it was ever possible to feel like this for so long, it just doesn't seem to get any easier. I find it so hard that you just aren't here and wish sometimes I could get some sort of sign just to let me know you are around. Things just aren't the same and if tears could bring you back then you would definately be here! Love and miss you always Johnny. xxx